its really fucking difficult knowing that your life for the past 2 years (damn near) has now moved on. even if i wanted to go back, i couldnt. there are times still that i wish i was in florida. i miss it. i hate the actual place and the dumb people that live there. my friends, though, turned to my family. i dont like leaving something i have for something else. so i feel as if i did it twice. i'm frustrated with more than this topic currently, but i must just shut the fuck up and deal with it.
this spring is going to be awesome, i hope. i really just want to get on my fucking motorcycle and go. i dont care where i go. i dont care if im alone, id prefer it actually. i think my problem right now is that im surrounded too much with people. i mean, fuck, i love t
hese people, but i need a fucking break from the change. i need it to be me for a minute.
its funny how i want to be alone, but at the same time i really wish i had someone. god fucking damn, i just need my time to be occupied. this is the most afflicting feeling. i hate the fucking mushy, fag part of this so ill change the subject. so, chick, if you fucking do exsist, let me know. thanks.
summer. good friends. bikes. i cannot wait. im ready to finish life happy.

i wish i could find more pictures/info on this bad as fuck shovel. props to the guy who built it.